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Cheat ____________________________________________________ Yesterday my friend was telling me how he cheated on his gf. He even gave me explicit and visual details which I totally do not need or want to know. He was asking for my advice and as usual I try to get him back on the right track, by putting his gf first on his mind. I tried to give him some practical stuff to "reconcile" with his gf even though she has not know the truth.
One thing that really touches my heart is renewing bonds with her. I told him that he should renew the bonds that he has with his gf in all sense if not things might turn quite bad. Then I started thinking renewing bonds. Shouldn't I do the same with my heavenly daddy too? I have been rather disobedient, and at times cheated on HIM too. I do not have the courage to turn back as I felt very guilty. Temptations of cheating on HIM are very strong and I have been giving in to it, til the point whereby I hid myself from HIM. I did some reflection last night as I did not go out. I guess it is a good thing that my friend came and ask me for advice. Cos I did my reflection and I want to renew my bonds with HIM too. And today I did it. I have not felt so empowered during service for a long long time. I think I can continue the journey with HIM again (if he allows). heh. |
