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Sad day Yesterday
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It was a rather sad day yesterday. Result was out. Like Rye says, no A this sem. Haizz. This sem is rather disappointing cos it was the worst result I got since I got into CE. But what to do. I guess my study method is wrong or my heart just refused to be tamed. Bad Bad heart.

I was shopping with Candice before I checked my results. Half an hour before the time of release was one of the most terrible period this year. The waiting was the killer. I can't help but to be anxious. I knew I gave my all, but the uncertainities were just overwhelming. Candice constantly reassured me and I was very glad that she was around me.

It was 7 and I went to Topshop to check my results. There's another guy using so I decided to wait til the point that I could not take it anymore. I wanted to know the result immediately. I asked if I could use it for awhile to check my results and he agreed. I realised that there are people before me who used the terminal to check the results cos the page is stored in the history. haha. The first result I checked was my Urban grades. Fortunately I did not get D for it. But overall . . .haizzz... After Topshop, I do not have much mood to go shopping or mambo-ing already. In addition, I could not go for retail therapy, cos I was rather broke. On top of everything else, I had sore throat and could not eat chocolate!!!

Then I was rather half-hearted in going Zouk, cos of my results. But XP came to town already to meet me to go Zouk. So I guessed I have to go. Joey came town to meet us too, but she was going Devils. Haven seen her for a long long long long long time. New gossips about her was heard only yesterday and she thought we knew it long time ago. Hah.

Anyway we left Chinablack at 2330 cos we are girls who are broke and do not wish to buy drinks from Zouk. By the time we reach Zouk, Phuture was full house and Zouk had a long queue (to the bridge there). Initially, XP did not want to queue and wanted to come back later, but I saw the queue was moving (unlike MOS), then we just queued. We got in rather quickly compared to MOS. But when we got in, the place was packed. I did not really enjoyed myself cos the dancefloor is very packed in both Zouk and Phuture. The music was okay and I kept thinking of MOS. It was soooo much better. The whole night I was sian sian. The music in Zouk is rather different. Even though they are the same songs, but it just felt different. It had even reached a point that I could get bored in Mambo. So I suggested to go Phuture and I could go and disturb Drew. When we leave Zouk dancefloor, all the nice songs came on. I felt damned off. But I was more interested in disturbing Drew then. However, I could not find him when we went in. Then I became super duper sian. He texted me back saying meet me 20 minutes later. I was even more sian, cos I left the group to go and find him. I tried to go back and find the girls, fortunately I was found by XP. I walked to and fro Phuture many times to find people. 20 minutes later, I finally saw Drew but it was rather hard talking to him cos he was busy (there's lotsa little fights in Phuture. They are rather rowdy just like intolerant new age little ah bengs.) plus he was standing on a box, so it was very hard to talk to him. So I told him I'll talked to him after he knocked off, cos I am supposed to accompany candice til 6 to take the first train back.

Plus I lost my earring in Phuture. I was sooo sad. On the way to town earlier in the day, I was thinking should I really wear this pair of earring and it is my current favourite. I have past experiences of losing my favourite earrings in clubs - in China black, Double 0. I had a feeling that I would loss it. But then I decided it would not be so coincidental all the time. Guess what... I really lost it. I tried to go back and find after the lights are on in both Zouk and Phuture. I could not find it! I was totally down. The pair of earrings was from a close friend, and he bought it from overseas, and it ain't cheap. I wont know how to answer to him.

Zouk closed at 4 and we left. I was quite upset by the above stuffS and I kept scolding continously til my friends stopped me.

The day was not totally bad. At least there are 2 good things that happened. Candice cleared her design. Yuppiee..!! Drew found my missing Earring. I was so so so happy that I jumped up with joy and gave him a hug. But I think he was rather embrassed cos he was working and he gotta keep and stern face too. I apologized later in case I got him into trouble.. haha. But still happy. THANK YOU DREW!!! *hugzz* again.

I reached home at 6.30. Dunno if I'll get a lecture from my parents tonight or not. Haizz. I think I'll reached home after they slept... haha

ju at 1:12 PM on December 22, 2005

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