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on a night like this
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thunder growled across the sky
lightning flicked into my room like a spoiling bulb
rain pattered on my window
cold wind gushed into my room

this provided a good environment
for me to slip into my quilt
and feel secured
before falling asleep

but I could not.

emotions kept falling to an endless depths
imagination started to run wild
images from the dream of previous night kept coming back to me
making me feel even worse

a dream of both beauty and ugliness
a night of fantasy and terror
a signature of love and jealousy
a moment of enjoyment and disappointment

how I wished I could be the protagonist, but I was just the spectator
how I wished both of us never met, but we even build a friendship
how I wished somethings were forever left unsaid, but they were let loose
how I wished somethings were never done, to save the friendship

rain did not bother about my feeling
continued dragging my mood down
time did not care to give a second chance
NEVER, regardless of the person

will I do it differently if I was given another chance?
I am not sure . . .

ju at 2:18 AM on December 8, 2005

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