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Hallucination ____________________________________________________ I never really seriously consider my hallucination problem before. But today's hallucination is rather disturb. Though my hallunication problem is not as bad as Ally Mcbeal, I still hallunciate at times. These usually occurred when I am looking intensively on a static living object.
One example would be looking at a patch of grass. I would see movement within the patch, like some snakes moving around in the grass patch, or the grass blades are dancing. Today's slightly different. The target of hallucination is a dead object. I was looking at the body. I thought I saw the lungs moving, the stomach moving, as if the owner is asleep. I thought I saw wrongly. I blinked my eyes frantically. But I still saw the same. It is not possible for a dead man to be breathing. But why are they moving. Rational conclusion is I am hallucinating yet again. I know sub-consciously I would want him to be alive. But I know I am bluffing myself. This hallunciation seemed so real. I wanted to believe so. But I can't. I wonder when will these hallunciation stop. |
