All I wished is that you can give me more support.. . . .

But you never did.

From the first day I met you, you never support in any of my decisions. Everything that I had decided upon, you'll say it's not good. Say I am childish, I did not care about what you think.

You had made me think that I am not good enough for anything.

You never believe in me. .

You never supported me in anything I do.

Even though you knew that I love something and willing to give my all. You starting building barriers to prevent me from reaching what I want. You do not only place the barriers in me, but yourself. You do not believe that I can do it, you tell yourself that I cannot make it, I do not have the cut for it. Subconciously, you refused to let me do what I want. The fear of me ruining myself blinded you from seeing my passion which will keep me alive. You refuse to see my passion.

You always think you are right.

You know I care about you a lot.

You never know how pain I felt when you do not support me.

You never know how many nights I cried because you disapprove of my ways.

I felt demoralized, degraded.

You will never know how many times I had changed my decisions because of you. . to suit you. . . to make you feel better . .

Do you know why?

It's uncountable. .

You would never believe so. . but it's true. .

I always care about you, give up my everything for you.

But who cares for me?

I am not perfect.

I needed support . . . especially from you.

But where are you?

I am imperfect. .

Have all the things I had gave up for you really worth it?

I dunno. .

Will I ever be able to live for myself and free of your shackles?