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Dinner ____________________________________________________ Yesterday I cook.
Actually I did not really cook cook. Like I always say I can't cook, but I bake. So yesterday I made bake fish. Hehe. The recipe calls for cod fish, but I went to buy shark steak instead. Hohoho. I like to eat shark meat. Initially I really want to get the cod, but it looks pathetic and rather expensive too. I think my mummy can get cheaper cod fish. By the way, I was in ntuc, not wet market. So I bought one bottle of hot Salsa, one big bag of torilla chips (I like to eat torilla chips...!! Much more than potato chips), and a pack of cheddar cheese. I just put all these on the shark steak, and wala!!! Mexican Baked Fish. . That's the main course. Then this main course, comes with butter rice. This is my first attempt on butter rice, and guess what. I put too much butter. The rice cooker became very oily. :P. I did attempt to cook corn cob for the vegetable in the main course. I had 2 of them, one of them had a huge worm in it. I wanted to cut that part off, the worm just disappeared. I just threw the whole cob away. I boiled the other cob. I taste terrible. :( For starters, I bought campbelle Szechuan Spicy Sour soup. I always thinks that it tasted like shark fins soup. hehe. I threw in the left over tofu from the other day's steamboat. I also microwaved 3 chicken fillets from the steamboat day, in case the food is not enough. I massage the chicken with oyster sauce. But I think I put too much sauce, and it was too saltish. hehe. Dessert wise, I did not prepare, because too lazy. But I think the fish is good. It's a great fish baking experience. Heh. Unique Commoners ____________________________________________________ Everyone is unique. This is what people always say, but how true is this? People are commonly replaced by another in this current world. Your boss could just fire you and hire another person the next day. After breaking up with your 'loved' one, you could find someone new. After your death, most people would not remember you too. Some people may even say this, "Friends, what is that. I only know people who can help me to succeed.", "I have no friends and no enemies -- only competitors.". But if people are so easily replaced, people are no longer unique. In current times, others mainly focused on what you can do, what is your abilities. No one would have the time to know who you are exactly and how unique you are. Most importantly, who will be there to appreciate your uniqueness? Now everything is so replacable, and we have became machine-like, being a spare part of the huge machine called society. If you showcased your uniqueness to the extend that it is way above the threshold of the commoners, you will be sent to IMH. With the fear of being outcast, or being thrown away, we have to reduce our own uniqueness to fit like the commoners, to be like the common spare part of the society. Once the machine upgrade, and you could not change accordingly, you will thrown away and replace by other spare parts who are more suitable. Replacement is bound to happen. Uniqueness, how much does it worth? PMS episode 2 ____________________________________________________ It's a month after the first episode or probably 2. Anyway, this is my account of PMS which started like this year, plainly because of some small pills that induces it. It's something new to me.
Remember around a month or so ago, I blogged on ultimate mood-swing and suspected it's some pills that causes it. Well, it is proven now that the pills cause those mood-swings which are similar to PMS. In occassions like this, little matter which I usually cant be bothered with would become a huge matter. I would just blew up the whole matter even though it's nothing of significance. Like some of my friends who has experienced it, namely drew. I complained to him the whole of monday about small insignificant matter, like "Why did you oversleep when you are supposed to meet me at macs at 855am. Why did that girl just ditched me in a club all alone on last Wednesday. Why am I still feeling sore about it after so many days." After that, getting upset that KUKU agreed to go to Caryn's party when I am supposed to be meeting him on the same day. My brother touching my com and dunno what he doing and trying to spoil my com. My dad asking me stupid stuff. Seeing him talking to someone on the fone which i suspect is a girl, suddenly made me super jealous that I almost burst out crying. But I din't, which was great. This all happened because of PMS. Stupid Pills. All this came crashing in this evening, and I am not fiery as usual that I'll start cursing and swearing. I did not, not even a word. I am so docile and demure that I just took all these feelings on my shoulders. That's so unlike me. That's sooo .. so girl! Stupid hormones pills, making me so alien to myself. Probably I should convince her to stop forcing me eat those things. Thought of the day .. again ____________________________________________________ Once you love someone, you cannot unlove. Experience ____________________________________________________ It's not the first time that he sent me home, but tonight just felt different.
I enjoyed my trip home. The cloudless sky stood naked infront of the whole earth, showing off it's stars. Cars are no where to be seen on the road. Wind rush through the surface of my skin. Cold air trembles my spinal. The only warmth I felt was on my hands and thighs - which are in contact with the driver. How I wish the driver was a different person. But I would also wish that it will never happen. Once again, it's a conflict of interest. Just because I wanna have fun, I have to endanger other's life. Tonight is a beautiful night - free & boundless I wanted to take pictures of it. Too bad my camera is not with me. Maybe one day I might have a great ride with pictures taken. |
