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LIFE ____________________________________________________ What is life? How has my life been? What do I really want to achieve in this lifetime? What do I really want??
Reaching another crossroad of my life. Looking back, I definitely had made millions of mistakes. But in recent years, I made a few major mistakes which is due to a reason. Not knowing what I really want. Perhaps life will be very different. It will surely shaped me in another way. Regardless of whatever happened, thou shalt not cry over spilled milk. I did not know is it a good characteristic or not. Probably, part of it is indeed me not knowing what I really want, part of it could be trying to make my love ones happy, part of it could be because I am afraid. Afraid of facing the issues, afraid to stand up. Remember those years ago when Leonard kept telling me, "Ask yourself what you really want. It's your life, account to yourself and not others. They won't be appreciative of what you do for them." Well, I did none of the above. I thought I could do it after my first MAJOR mistake of my life - giving up my passion, but I didn't. I went on to give up the man that I really love. Tinkering lovey dovey feeling still reside in me :( . This morning I even dreamed about him. In my dream, he was holding some girl (cant see her face). I was a bit upset, remembering how I gave him up. :( Now, at another crossroad of my life, I hope I do not commit the same mistakes like I did last time. I really need to know what I want to do and go towards it. Now I am just spoilt for choice. |
