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cold sad winter ____________________________________________________ I also wonder why winter is sad. I always thought that I should be fun, cos we'll get to play with snow, awe at the wonders of nature. What a beautiful view, when the first drop of snow land on the ground. How pretty is it when the whole floor was covered with snow. How fun it would be to engage in a snowball battle, building the Snowman and waiting Christmas to come (erm, except for people in the southern hemisphere). As a girl who have never lived out side my dear SUNNY island (which is not that sunny now), I would not be able to comprehend why winter aint fun.
But now, I understand why is it cold and hard. You can't go out of your house normally. You can't enjoy the sun. You can't experience the wonders of mother nature physically. Being trapped in a house made me feel like a caged chicken waiting to be slaughtered. Physically uncomfort is rising, as there's no way to relax. There's just so much you can do indoors, especially in a typically home in Singapore. I guess the Haze has similar effect like winter. It's saddening. And the worst part, it's not inflicted by mother nature, but by some inconsiderate human beings. The idea of coldness came by these few days, as I on the air-con 24-7. This can't be helped as my area is still extremely hazy. The coldness and the whitish environment definitely reminded me of winter. My House and Haze ____________________________________________________ Once again, our fellow friends started burning down forest in Indonesia. Not saying that Indonesians are the ones that do it because it is their livelihood. I believe some normadic tribes still do it. But some MNCs also follow suite as it is the cheapest way to clear land, and they won't be caught so easily. They could even push all the blame to our poor tribes people, saying it was them who did it.
Anyway, Indonesia haven been able to control their forest fire and caused haze in neighbouring countries. Our dearest MM has been talking alot about the issue, attacking the Indonesia government. It is like PETA demostrating to prevent the Chinese or the Koreans to stop eating dog meat. I think it is a rather useless attempt and he should not have interfer into other people's home affairs. It could even bring disharmony. I thought we were doing fine in offering help, like cloud seeds. mmm.. This is the view of my room now.  17 October 2006This is the view of my room with a cloud-filled day. (I thought the cloud looks quite good)  21 January 2006This is a night view of my room with rain and clouds and slight foggy.  07 January 2006I just realised that I do not have a normal view of my house on a normal day. Haha. Anyway, the haze is making me groggy. I can't go out and enjoy the sun and the wind. I felt rather uncomfortable that I have to stay indoors most of the time, I could not open my window too. It made my room very stuffy. I don't have air-con in my room, so I gotta go my bro's room. I dun feel comfortable using his room, I don't feel comfortable having to on air-con 24-7 cos it waste energy and money. Haizz. Haze Haze go away Come back never again. My Chemical Romance - Welcome To The Black Parade ____________________________________________________ When I was a young boy,
My father took me into the city To see a marching band. He said, "Son when you grow up, will you be the saviour of the broken, The beaten and the damned?" He said "Will you defeat them, your demons, and all the non believers, the plans that they have made?" Because one day I leave you, A phantom to lead you in the summer, To join the black parade." When I was a young boy, My father took me into the city To see a marching band. He said, "Son when you grow up, will you be the saviour of the broken, The beaten and the damned?" Sometimes I get the feeling she's watching over me. And other times I feel like I should go. Through it all, the rise and fall, the bodies in the streets. When you're gone we want you all to know We'll Carry on, We'll Carry on Though your dead and gone believe me Your memory will carry on Carry on We'll carry on And in my heart I cant contain it The anthem wont explain it. And we will send you reeling from decimated dreams Your misery and hate will kill us all So paint it black and take it back Lets shout it loud and clear Do you fight it to the end We hear the call to To carry on We'll carry on Though your dead and gone believe me Your memory will carry on We'll carry on And though you're broken and defeated You're weary widow marches on And on we carry through the fears Ooh oh ohhhh Disappointed faces of your peers Ooh oh ohhhh Take a look at me cause I could not care at all Do or die You'll never make me Cause the world, will never take my heart You can try, you'll never break me Want it all, I'm gonna play this part Wont explain or say i'm sorry I'm not ashamed, I'm gonna show my scar You're the chair, for all the broken Listen here, because it's only.. I'm just a man, I'm not a hero Just a boy, who's meant to sing this song Just a man, I'm not a hero I -- don't -- care Carry on We'll carry on Though your dead and gone believe me Your memory will carry on We'll carry on And though you're broken and defeated You're weary widow marches on We'll carry on We'll carry on We'll carry on We'll carry We'll carry on * * * * * * * * * Thought this song is quite nice, do check it out. Mona Lisa Descending a Staircase ____________________________________________________ This is an amazing video. It morph different 20th century paintings into each other. The way they do it is wonderful. I never see how these paintings could link with each other in such a way. Rating: Super COOL annoyance VS fun ____________________________________________________ According to the date of my previous post, I haven't been blogging for a long long time. There are many occasions which I wanted to blog, but I just could not find the time to. So I decided to compress everythin onto one blog. hahah.
This one month has been filled with annoyance and fun. Let's start with the annoyance, since it is just one major issue. My brother left for US on 30th Sep. I did not go airport to send him off because I thought it's gonna be a family outing, no point to have so many people there. Moreover, I don't want to wake up so early as I slept super late the night before. He'll be gone for half a year. This implies that I'm gonna be the only child for half a year. haizz. Annoyance in this case would definitely not be caused by me missing my brother. On the other hand, I'm rather grateful that he's not here to nag at me. However, when my brother is gone, all of my parents' attention would be on me. This made me very uncomfortable. I have gotten used to their lack of attention over the twenty years of my life. Suddenly when my brother is gone, they redirected their energy on me, which multiples itself when they missed my brother even more. So they grasp hold of me even tighter. They nags at me, they implemented new curfew, they make sure I eat my fruits, keep my room tidy, and anything which they could comment, they would comment, and so on.. I just felt they have barged into my zone. I am rather annoyed by it. I don't want to be the only child. I'm having the ANTI-ONLY-CHILD syndrome. To counter this feeling (which aint working well, because they don't understand my motive of these action and thus they complained which addes on to my annoyance), I had some fun. (: After my brother left, these are what I did. 4th OCT : Zouk People involved: Beiquan, Xiuping, and Jason 7th OCT : Russel Peters & Caryn's BBQ People involved in Russel Peters: Pruthvi, Arpan and friends 8th OCT : Vienna Boy's Choir
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